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mixed feelings

Sun Jul 19, 2009, 11:05 AM
  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: the radio
Heiya! So many things has been happenign that I'm not sure about my own feelins anymore.
Well there was Animecon and I had a great time in there wiht my friends.
Then I got an notice about my aproval to the Joutseno academys arts department. So I will be moving there at 24th of August and I'll be spending there the next passing year. *oh goddi I gotta move*
And next I hear from my dad that he and his girlfriend have gotten engaged.
I'm mostly confused about the last two, becouse I don't know how I should deal wiht them. I'm happy about my aproval to the academy, but in the same time I'm kinda sad becouse I wont be seeing my friends and family as often as now. And I haven't never lived alone (well actually I would be living in a dorm but still) so I'm a little nervous about that.
And about my dad...well, I know my parents divorset 4 years ago, but I think I still haven't gotten over it. It was kinda hard for me to see them to start dating other people...and now my dads gotten engaded. I know they deserve to be happy and I want them to be. So why is this so hard for me?
I'm really confused rihgt now so that I haven't really had time to think anything else. And I should be preparing some Bakanat things as my last task as an chairman, but I'm not sure am I capable about those things right now. -_-



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clubs I'm in:
:iconbakanat: :icondarksideclub: :iconbmfm-fanclub: :iconsoul-slayers:

my friends :3 :
:iconsaintjess: :iconhebitsuki: :iconelzariel: :icontyperyys: :iconmiwachan: :icondinogomonni: :iconk-tiraam: :iconzardra: :iconmeablie: :iconsandied: :iconpuffsan: :iconbestlizard: :iconraito-dee:

others who I'm watching:
:iconazuzephre: :iconbellz: :iconblackstorm: :iconkayfedewa: :iconkitten-chan: :iconmree: :iconqueengalaxia: :iconthespatulaqueen: :iconjubilations: :iconnekozumi: :icongo-devil-dante: :iconumitsu: :iconeguana: :iconbri-chan: :iconcroaky: :iconkunoichi-san: :icontracyjb: :iconanauchihad:

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  • Interests: anime/manga, photo shooting
  • Favourite movie: I don't know...umm...
  • Favourite band or musician: Green Day, Good Charlotte, My Chemical Romance, New Deadline, the Gazette, Girugämesh, /\ucifer
  • Favourite genre of music: everything goes
  • Favourite artist: Bisco Hatori, Yuu Watase, Ayano Yamane, Nitta Youka and many of my friends here in DA
  • Favourite game: Suol Galibur 3
  • Favourite cartoon character: Biker Mice From Mars, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

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:iconcloud-dark1470:
thanks a lot for the :+fav: =)

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:iconhndrnt26:
gee..thanksalot 4 the fave~!
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:iconalbelius:
Nojoo, varmaa mietit kuka olin ku aikasemmi tääl meseä kyselin. XD Tonishi, Teemu, whatever ya prefer. :3 Se oranssipehkonen hyyppä, jonka tulevaisuudesta olet huolissasi. XD

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:iconpenpenxd:
joo kyllä mä sut muistan!
ihmisiä bakanoista on vähän vaikee unohtaa :3
:iconalbelius:
Yokatta ne~. ^^

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:iconfinalandfantasy:
gwahahaa...löysin...aww...toi sun pilvi tyyppi on sulone.... t:toni

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:iconpenpenxd:
jei löysit! :3
ja kiitti, ei ollut kauheen muuta vaihtoehtea ku se
:iconrinkuchani:
wheee~ kiitti favistaaa~!!! ^O^ :hug:

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:iconalbelius:
Saaks siun meseosotteen? :3 Tonishi(Teemu, hope ya remember da orange haired guy) kyselee. 8D

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