Heiya! So many things has been happenign that I'm not sure about my own feelins anymore.
Well there was Animecon and I had a great time in there wiht my friends.
Then I got an notice about my aproval to the Joutseno academys arts department. So I will be moving there at 24th of August and I'll be spending there the next passing year. *oh goddi I gotta move*
And next I hear from my dad that he and his girlfriend have gotten engaged.
I'm mostly confused about the last two, becouse I don't know how I should deal wiht them. I'm happy about my aproval to the academy, but in the same time I'm kinda sad becouse I wont be seeing my friends and family as often as now. And I haven't never lived alone (well actually I would be living in a dorm but still) so I'm a little nervous about that.
And about my dad...well, I know my parents divorset 4 years ago, but I think I still haven't gotten over it. It was kinda hard for me to see them to start dating other people...and now my dads gotten engaded. I know they deserve to be happy and I want them to be. So why is this so hard for me?
I'm really confused rihgt now so that I haven't really had time to think anything else. And I should be preparing some Bakanat things as my last task as an chairman, but I'm not sure am I capable about those things right now. -_-



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(Okey I'm beeing lazy and writing this in finish.)

Eli tänään on mun synttärit! JEEE! Mun vika vuoteni jolloin mua voi kutsua "teiniksi". Siis 19 on niin turha ikä, no ens vuonna juhlitaan sitten pyöreitä.

Niin ja tänään on Bakanoiden vuosikokous. Mikä tarkoittaa sitä, että tänään valitaan uusi puheenjohtaja.....JES! Mä pääsen tästä taakasta!
Okei ei se nyt niin paha ollut mut silti, VAPAUS!

Ja mitäs muuta...ainii, me oltiin oikein isolla porukalla viime lauantaina (27.6.) Gaypraidissa Helsingissä, ja oikein hauskaa oli. Otin 194 kuvaa koko päivän aikana. ^^
Sitten päivän päätteeks päätettiin ihan sponttaanisesti mennä kattoo Transformers 2 Tennispalatsissa. Se oli hyvä leffa ja olin myös ekaa kertaa Tennispalatsissa kattomassa jotakin leffaa niin se oli kyllä kiva kokemus.

Et sellasta. Näkyillään ja hyvät kesä jatkot!

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So I have been waiting the announcement about that did I pass my entrans exams to TAIKI, and I thought that they would come in thursday. But when my mom came home and said "didn't you even chek the mail?" and there it was. A letter that would decide what I would be doing the next passing year.
Well, I ain't going to TAIKI, becouse I didn't pass the entrans exam. I didn't have enough points from the assignments that we did there. So in the end only 7 from the remaining 22 passed, and I was the 18th.
Well I'll try again in next year. In the mean time I'll try to get to Joutsenon academy(opisto) to their arts department, becouse their still taking notifications to their school. So I thought I would try. We'll see what will happen.



Oh another thing. I have started to watch Hetalia...SAVE ME!!!


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Hi everyone!
So the first week of the summer holiday has passed and I feel reeeaaaally tired after it. Why? Well becouse I had my entrance exams to Taiki at the start of this week and becouse of that I stayed at Helsinki for 4 days. Luckilly I got a place to stay from Jessis boyfriends apartment so I didn't had to go to a hotell. We stayed up antill 1 a.m. almost every day and I had to wake up around 6-7 a.m. in the mornings so I got a litle sleep deprivation becouse of it. But the good thing is that I was one of the 22 people who passed to the 3rd level of the exam, so now I'm waiting the results if I passed or not. *fingers cross* And I allso did some shoppings at Fantasia games shop: Peace Maker vol.4&5, Living for tomorrow by Taishi Zaou (yaoi) and Vampires Portrait vol.1 by Hiroki Kusumoto. <3
And whats more is that we had a Desucon in here Lahti for the very first time and our Bakanat group hade some organising to do there (Desudisko and our Bakanat tabel). So I'm tired becouse of that too. But in the end Desucon was guite fun event. I even did lots of shopping in there:
Junjo Romantica vol.9 (yaoi)
Kizuna vol.3 (yaoi)
The Crimson Spell vol.1 (yaoi)
You Will Drown in Love by Hinako Takanaga (yaoi)
You Will Fall in love by Hinako Takanaga (yaoi)
Just my luck by Temari Matsumoto (yaoi)
Peace Maker Kurogane vol.1
Bakuya plushie
Hitsugaya figurine

AHH the happines! <3 My yaoi collectsion is growing! <3

So for this week I'm just going to sleep, read my new mangas and catch up some of the anime series I'm watching.
So to everyone have a great summer!


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As some of you may allready know (if I have tolld you or you have read it from the paper): I'M GOING TO GRADUATE FROM HIGH SCHOOL THIS SPRING!
I passed my a-levels and I also passed my swedes classes. Ohh the joy! Actually when I heard I passed my finall swedes test I was jumping so hard from happines that my pants broke.
So on 30th of this month I going to celebrate my graduation. JIPPII FOR ME! (I'm going to get some presents and flowers)
I allready have my dress, shoes, the white hat, I have reserved a barbor, mom is goig to buy me a "kalevala" neclase and ear rings and I have to practis my makeupp with my sister. So everithing is allmost ready for the day.

I have allso reseved an invitation to TAIKI (an arts school in Helsinki) for an entrance test. It was my first choise for further studies so I'm really pleased about it. Fingers cross so that I would pass the test.


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